Watashi no na wa “Kirayoshikage”, nenrei 33-sai. Jitaku wa Morio-cho hokuto-bu no besso chitai ni ari… Kekkon wa shite inai… Shigoto wa “Kameyu-chen-ten” no kaishain de, Mainichi osokutomo yoru 8-ji made ni wa kitaku suru. Tabako wa suwanai, sake wa tashinamu teido. Yoru 11 toki ni wa yuka ni tsuki, kanarazu 8-jikan wa suimin o toru yo ni shite iru… Nerumae ni atatakai miruku o nomi, 20-bu hodo no sutoretchi de karada o hogushite kara yuka ni tsuku to hotondo asamade jukusui-sa… Akanbo no yo ni, hiro ya sutoresu o nokosazu ni asa-me o samaseru nda… Kenko shinda demo ijo nashi to iwareta yo.

Watashi wa tsuneni “kokoro no heion” o negatte ikiteru ningen to iu koto o setsumei shite iru noda yo… “Kachimake” ni kodawattari, atama o kakaeru yona “toraburu” toka, yoru mo nemurenai to itta “teki” o tsukuranai… To iu no ga watashi no shakai ni taisuru shiseideari, sore ga jibun no kofukuda to iu koto o shitte iru… Mottomo tatakatta to shite mo, watashi wa darenimo maken ga ne.